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Progress: 467/1264
Start Date: ?/?/2025
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10/21/2025: O God, who hast prepared for them that love thee such good things as pass man's understanding: Pour into our hearts such love toward thee, that we, loving thee above all things, may obtain thy promises, which exceed all that we can desire; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.
Almighty and everlasting God, mercifully look upon our infirmities, and in all our dangers and necessities stretch forth thy right hand to help and defend us; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.
Grant to us, Lord, we beseech thee, the spirit to think and do always such things as be rightful; that we, who cannot do any thing that is good without thee, may by thee be enabled to live according to thy will; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.
10/18/2025: The need for the Lord's grace. A dire need for the Lord's grace. There is no strategy. There is only suffering, surrender, and the reception of grace. We don't have the power to do anything. Ask Him for help.
10/16/2025 - 467/1264: I just want something to hold on to. Something permanent to say is mine. Something I can derive my identity from. I feel like I'm floating, I can't grab on to anything. It's like there's no floor beneath me. It's like I own nothing. Like I don't know who I am. I have no comfort and no soothing. I have no rest. "I will not leave you comfortless: I will come to you." (John 14:18).
My identity is: with Jesus. Our relationship and love are what I can always hold on to. I can always talk to You. I'll always have You, and You'll always have me. Thank You Lord. "I cried unto thee, O Lord: I said, Thou art my refuge and my portion in the land of the living." (Psalm 142:5). "The Lord is the portion of mine inheritance and of my cup: thou maintainest my lot." (Psalms 16:5).
10/16/2025: You're never really alone. I got an update about something I've been nervous about, and, whatever happens to me and my life, and I know I don't mean this 100%, because of fear, but whatever happens to me in my life, however it pans out, the real me just wants to see You, Lord. I'm okay because You're with me and I'm with You. I have You forever.
10/14/2025: I'm intrigued by the idea of hidden world rulers. I've been made to see now though, that, there's only truth in God and the Bible. The devil is a liar, and his organizations are therefore of lies, so no, no amount of studying or reasearching wicked groups and orders will ever lead to any foundational truth about the governance of this world, Psalm 2 and Ephesians 6:12 are the truth. There is no truth outside of the Word of God.
10/13/2025 - 400/1166: I'm reading 1 Chronicles. I've decided to start this project. I hope that God is willing to make a change in my life, I just don't know what it is that I need Him to do. I know something is going to change.